So I came to the realization that I don’t like doing anything unless I do it big. I seldom want the small or its “ok” for now type stuff. I want the best. So I either don’t do something because its not big enough or great enough. When I decide to do it I give my all to it. I want the very best of whatever I do. I have alot of projects I give myself But I only complete the big ones that push me. That is a problem sounds great on paper but I have alot of other projects to do. and they are building up. So the question is how do then.